Long story short. Got myself into a mess last year with my gambling 20k debt, going through addiction therapy. Haven’t gambled for over 6 weeks so I’m far from recovered. Does the urge ever stop? Because of the debts I’m living on a few hundread month but in my head if I spend that I’m going to hit the jackpot, be debt free and never gamble again lol. Can’t help but thinking I’ll always have that mind set, its depressing because it’s all consuming and unrealistic. Any advice