After being a dickhead for the last time last night/this morning and losing the only money I had, I’ve decided to write to every casino/company/license holder to self exclude me.
I thought I had been blocked from almost all of the casinos, but I found one last night, and spent the money I was supposed to be buying my daughters school coat with. I was so angry and upset with my self, that I went downstairs and sat down with a pen and paper, and went through google, ukgc, and countless sites to get the company name of every casino I could find. 4 pages later, of companies and I’m now writing the email to tell them to permanently exclude me. Gamstop is good, but theres always sites that aren’t involved, hence doing this.
I refuse to wake up another time feeling like world’s worst mumand partner, when I’ve got my gorgeous daughter to think about. She starts big girl school next week and I feel shit about it as it is, without having to think about how I am screwing up with gambling.
I wrote this post, not only to relieve a bit of stress, but to also say that if anyone wants this list of companies/license holders so you too can email them to exclude, I would be happy to send it to you (providing you prove to me/a mod that you’re not on gamstop for obvious reasons)
