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Just want to say that because of this post I checked *edited Seedy* account as I am registered with Gamban also, found out the account is self excluded but that I have £££ in there which I didn’t realise, so have managed to make a withdrawal so thanks!
But on a more serious note im sorry to hear what has happened to you, I have definitely been there aswell but you will get through this!