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31st December 2019 at 8:48 pm #86803
yes its new years eve and im on here posting an not in drunken state talking to a reflection of myself asking where it all went wrong 2019 for me has been a mild one no huge wins but with my mental health its been a victorious one we all want bigger and better things and all know we can only provide them to ourselves so i wish use all strength wealth health and happiness tp all of the biam family happy new year x
2131st December 2019 at 9:07 pm #8680631st December 2019 at 9:19 pm #8680831st December 2019 at 11:41 pm #86817Mental health is such a bastard. I’m always here if you want a chat, even on Twitter. Happy new year to you, Jamhoody. Hope 2020 is filled with happiness and good luck for you.
221st January 2020 at 12:17 am #868181st January 2020 at 11:14 am #86825Mental health is such a bastard.You’re not wrong. It’s been almost a year since I last went doolally and that’s going some for me. @Jamhoody. Hope you can take some comfort in knowing you’re not alone – there are loads of us crazy buggers about, but it doesn’t mean you can’t have a good, rewarding life the rest of the time.
Proud to still be standing after 50 years of battling the demons 🙂
111st January 2020 at 1:01 pm #86834Mental health is such a bastard.You’re not wrong. It’s been almost a year since I last went doolally and that’s going some for me. @Jamhoody. Hope you can take some comfort in knowing you’re not alone – there are loads of us crazy buggers about, but it doesn’t mean you can’t have a good, rewarding life the rest of the time.
Proud to still be standing after 50 years of battling the demons
Here for you too if you need a chat. I cant promise I’ll be of much help, but talking to someone can help. 🙂
11st January 2020 at 1:22 pm #86836Thanks Winningbird. I now have a wonderful wife who has slowly kept me sane and generally improved things over the past ten years. Prior to that I was a mess and it has been a life long struggle with depression due to some very dubious parenting and possibly bad gene selection.
But as I say, I’m proud to have made it though the worst of it. Each year is better than the last and now I don’t wake up each day wishing I hadn’t woken up :). If I can get through, then there is hope for anyone. I have a good brain and, like yourself, a kindly nature – both of which seem to have been pivotal to my survival. The brain helped me have a successful career despite the demons, the kindly nature allowed me to forgive – or at least let it all go. Carrying around a bunch of resentment just keeps you stuck in a bad place.
Best of luck to all that are going through shite times.
11st January 2020 at 2:58 pm #86843Well, shite time, here I am… 2020 started bad for me. I was “smart” enough to gamble money that I shouldn’t have and now I’m lost, toasting my brain to find a way out. Nobody to blame but me, ofc. It’s January 1st and I’m already in big trouble, what better start you could ask for? I sincerely hope the year started better for all of you guys… Have a great new year, best wishes for all of you!
1st January 2020 at 10:19 pm #86866Well, shite time, here I am… 2020 started bad for me. I was “smart” enough to gamble money that I shouldn’t have and now I’m lost, toasting my brain to find a way out. Nobody to blame but me, ofc. It’s January 1st and I’m already in big trouble, what better start you could ask for? I sincerely hope the year started better for all of you guys… Have a great new year, best wishes for all of you!
not good that giannix my gambling has been bad for months now and i mean bad ive not hit a bonus in 6 weeks i shit you not i dont deposit huge amounts i stick to £100 a time but it adds up i tell myself ive lost before i depo but it gets boring when you dont have a gameplay might be time for a mini break for us both hope you get something sorted and use this example for next time you go to re load were all losers at the end of it all just some more then others mate lets hope the rest of the years is kinder for u
111st January 2020 at 11:08 pm #86867Don’t know what 2020 will bring, but I’m pretty sure it won’t be bringing any free for all Bandit giveaways 😀
11st January 2020 at 11:17 pm #86868Don’t know what 2020 will bring, but I’m pretty sure it won’t be bringing any free for all Bandit giveaways ?
no i think that ship has sailed and possible sank too argyl53 wouldn’t blame him either the storm it caused wasn’t asked for nor deserved i think it would be best to do it through the forum if you have a wanted level above 50 or more or live raffles but probs best to just end all free giveaways saves the hassle and aggro
3rd January 2020 at 11:00 am #87025Well, shite time, here I am… 2020 started bad for me. I was “smart” enough to gamble money that I shouldn’t have and now I’m lost, toasting my brain to find a way out. Nobody to blame but me, ofc. It’s January 1st and I’m already in big trouble, what better start you could ask for? I sincerely hope the year started better for all of you guys… Have a great new year, best wishes for all of you!
not good that giannix my gambling has been bad for months now and i mean bad ive not hit a bonus in 6 weeks i shit you not i dont deposit huge amounts i stick to £100 a time but it adds up i tell myself ive lost before i depo but it gets boring when you dont have a gameplay might be time for a mini break for us both hope you get something sorted and use this example for next time you go to re load were all losers at the end of it all just some more then others mate lets hope the rest of the years is kinder for u
Ty Jamhoody, I hope 2020 will turn better and I’m sure it will cause I’m already touching the bottom and honestly I can’t get more punches anymore :/
I don’t deposit more than 100 € either but I got tilted and I only stopped when all money were gone. :/ December was extremely cruel with me (luck wise) and now January just killed me :/ I don’t know… I don’t even know what to say and do right now, I guess I’m the “I hate myself” phase of the life, lol
I just posted here cause I just felt the need to share with someone and I knew there are people here that will understand.
Best wishes for all of you 🙂
13rd January 2020 at 12:02 pm #87031Well, shite time, here I am… 2020 started bad for me. I was “smart” enough to gamble money that I shouldn’t have and now I’m lost, toasting my brain to find a way out. Nobody to blame but me, ofc. It’s January 1st and I’m already in big trouble, what better start you could ask for? I sincerely hope the year started better for all of you guys… Have a great new year, best wishes for all of you!
not good that giannix my gambling has been bad for months now and i mean bad ive not hit a bonus in 6 weeks i shit you not i dont deposit huge amounts i stick to £100 a time but it adds up i tell myself ive lost before i depo but it gets boring when you dont have a gameplay might be time for a mini break for us both hope you get something sorted and use this example for next time you go to re load were all losers at the end of it all just some more then others mate lets hope the rest of the years is kinder for u
Ty Jamhoody, I hope 2020 will turn better and I’m sure it will cause I’m already touching the bottom and honestly I can’t get more punches anymore :/
I don’t deposit more than 100 € either but I got tilted and I only stopped when all money were gone. :/ December was extremely cruel with me (luck wise) and now January just killed me :/ I don’t know… I don’t even know what to say and do right now, I guess I’m the “I hate myself” phase of the life, lol
I just posted here cause I just felt the need to share with someone and I knew there are people here that will understand.
Best wishes for all of you ?
yeah me too mate its how it goes win/lose more losses then wins but the one thing im going to do differently when something does pay is run like charlie when he found the golden ticket ive done it the other way too many times you know the one lose for months so when u do hit you like right ive got a game now and guess what lose that too not this time dont beat yourself up thought we all have are moments sometimes they work for us or against you not the first nor going to be the last makes bad gambling choices ive made too many to count and hope 2020 is a great one for you …..and me lol
113rd January 2020 at 9:16 pm #87066My new years resolution is not to play slots this year, that doesn’t involve poker though. Let’s hope I can stick to it.
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