Sorry to hear of your news Joe and I do wish you and you’re family the best going forward. Don’t resort to gambling in fact ban yourself now please. Trying to replace negative feeling with something that could be positive is a natural instinct but gambling is not a guaranteed good feeling so if i was you do the above ban yourself for now and try find something that you can do that will help you take your mind of the situation you currently face. I’m not much help with this sorta stuff as i suck at giving advice.
