“Should have taken the fucking 20 spins”

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    Good day to all!,

    Just watched today’s video (hence the title), nice hot on the dragons game Bandit!

    I’ve always wanted to post something, share my thoughts,  troubles, struggles, losses, opinions & experiences of gambling. Been watching bandits videos for a very long time, found you through rocknrolla (found rocknrolla through this guy that is a model? Can’t remember the name but he used to make funny faces on his videos,…? Anyways), been watching rocknrolla, the bandit, and now chipmunkz, Jimbo, Craig slots… all of these named people I watch every single video… have been for years probably, never really engage in chats as I always watch on the phone/YouTube and chats are flying at the speed of light, said a few things here and there but yeah… I just watch Lol. (And have always enenterd the competitions but never win anything, just see random generators picking different names/numbers but never me haha).

    I started the whole gambling thing probably 8, 10 years ago? And oh gosh, if I had never gone that route, had a different frame of mind or concentrated on other/better things in life… I’m sure you all know that the sorry has a bad ending…  One can just accept it now, move on and change ones life style and finances for the better.

    I remember I signed up for Ladbrokes and played bingo… from a small deposit I made about £300… Was so exited! I waskle wow!!!!! This is amazing!! Sure enough, I had a bonus attached so couldn’t withdraw, and being new to it all, all the t&c’s were a bit of a head scratch. Winnings were lost ofcourse, but deposits and playing conitued, soon after I figured how it all works and just carried on… every other day, etc etc etc. So Ladbrokes bingo was my first hook to gambling.

    Bookies, playing roulette, I enjoyed it all… had good days, had bad days, same as everyone else. But never ever anything to show for! Pay day, bills paid, rest was “banked” away at bookies, this was my saying: just got to bank some money away… ha!

    Had amazing wins at roulette and amazing losses. I think, I got so good with seeing what number would come next at bookies roulette that made me think there is a pattern? Looking at previous numbers and what has been rolling in in theblasr two I would be able to predict the next numbers and I would hit them getting huge wins… or waiting for someone to leave a fobt while tbeybplay roulette I see them make mistakes and I see what number would come next, hoping he would jump off and I could do the numbers, he doesn’t cover them but I know they are coming and they do!! Oh gosh, in my head I’m thinking why are you still on this machine I need to be on it lol… I would never advice people playing as it ain’t my money, and if it don’t hit I don’t want to change  responsible for their loss. Unlike others, random people just gather around someone else playing and start shouting numbers, cover this cover that blah blah blah… it’s so distracting! It’s happened to me so many times, to the point that I once said listen, fucking fuck off, I’m playing with my own money the way I fucking want to don’t need you distracting me and telling me what numbers to cover!!! Fuck off! You’re missing me off!… I’ve seen people stealing tickets (pressing collect) while the person is distracted (scum bags), I’ve seen got men crying over £1000’s they lost but STILL feeding the machines… I’ve seen people smash fobts, I’ve seen a guy win up to £6000!!! On roulette and still carrying on!!! Full of confidence, and then in a matter minutes the amount is dropping…. dropping… betting amounts getting bigger… down to final £500, you can see he’s torn inside but still pressing those numbers hoping for a mirricle bit you can see he’s realising he ducked up…then picks up his shopping back, head down and leaves the bookies… I’ve seen people get locked in in bookies while police arrive etc.

    What is the most common thing you see a person do when they leave a bookies? Doors open, person comes out, hidden sadness in face, gets phone out or hands in pockets and walks away like he’d just lost everything… I’ve done it too, I’ve left the bookies, taken my phone out (Why I don’t know), head down looking at phone walking away with a pain inside think what the fuck have I done…?

    I’ve done “bank transfers”!!! As in, Win good in one bookies leaving feeling good and happy…. oh hey look, another bookies next door and it’s my lucky day!… boom, from one “bank” to another “bank”, transfer complete… yup, torn apart thinking why the fuck…..?

    I’ve had wins of £3600 from a £5 deposit on online roullete…. I’ve had loses… we all know the drill… casinos always win…

    For so many years I have just been loosing and winning loosing and winning, but in the end, I have lost (same as 99% of all the people that gamble), a huge huge huge amount of money, and at 37 years of age, I have nothing to be proud of. I have said so many times, this is it! No more! Need to stop this and change, but it as always one of those things… I will change but then you go back lol… and just carry on… next day… next week… next month it’s the same crap.. just loosing money. However, I have taken measures and been trying realy hard to change, and it’s working (had a few down hill moments but wasn’t too damaging)… and by the end of this year I want to have my bank account have a + sign in front of the number! (Been in overdraft money for YEARS, only a few occasions where it popped up to the plus sign, but most of the life time I’ve had this account it’s been in the negative since the gambling started)… 2019 is my gear and I’m confident I will reach my goal… get out of debts and save up a good chunk of money.

    I’ve not lost just money, I’m sure a lot can relate, I’ve lost health, possibilities, relationships, opportunities, happiness, hurt people (not physically no!)… but I’ve woken up and it’s time to act up. And that is what I am doing.

    Anyways, title of the lost? Recently (a downhill, ways expected to happen in recovery), lost a good £400 on chili… love the game! But… I see a lot of people gamble the spins, is it worth to gamble the spins? Hmmmm, I’ve had 20 and 24 spins pay me (on 20p stake) just over £2!!!!! Yes, had one or two wins the rest were dead spins!!!!! Matter of fact, 98% of the time I take 8 spins and win more than when I have 12+ spins… see if huh? I’ve tried gamble the spins so many times and lost the gambles that I just collect 8! I’m lieterraly TOO SCARED to gamble the spins, and when I do risk and get it to 16+ spins it pays me less than when I step 8 spins?… even with 2 retriggers?? I just hear myself say “ugh, really? Donate yourself! £2 win on 16 spins and retriggers and that is all i get?” Hahaha

    The point is, I think, the game will pay whatever paying bonus it rolls in regardless of how many spins you have or what game you are playing. It’s set to a win and you praying for wilds or good singles to drop in don’t mean shit. Why do some games roll in one big spin then the rest are none or very small wins? Why do some games show you the WON balance even though you’re still play g the bonus game? They’re all pre-set wins… you just need to get the right bonus… Why do games five you.massive wins when they first come out then they rip you to shreds? Why do you win a lot when you sign up to a new casino (tried and tested!!!!!!!!! Guarantee!!!!!) Then they take all the winnings back and more? Why do so if of streamers keep saying this game paid good when it first came out now it’s just shit?… Why do a lot of streamers go back to the same game they won HUGE on then win nothing?… the game, the casino simply is inviting you then taking everything back… and take more our of you…. that is just how it works. And we believe and hope… and feed them.

    You think casinos can’t track how your games are played and how much you have spent/win? Then why do some games have a stick bet progress? Everything is being tracked, and you “win” accordingly to how much you loose…. “over time”. Rtp + illusion.

    Oh, I have also noticed there is a pattern of when casinos pay out… normally towards end of year I see people (and me) win… a lot… have really good runs! It’s all win win win!!!!… noticed this every single year it happens towards the end year… hmmm?

    So, chili, been ripping into me AND I have lost a lot of it… never had 24 spins, max I’ve had was 20 and I was sweating and praying the gamble to 20 would not loose… I was so happy I had 20 spins then when I won about £4 thought why did I gamble? :/… at 8 spins at least I get to £6 or £7?… then I realise, amount of spins don’t matter…. it’s what you have lost to the game and/or what bonus you get given… and probably 85% of bonuses are loosing ones, and only once in a little while you get a good one….

    There is alotnof wanted to say or speak about but tyoi g in a phone ain’t easy so I have to stop here.

    Thanks for reading!

    Good luck bandit I love your content and videos, and you have a damn good personality, genuine decent dude. Thank you for the videos, you have helped me get the “gamble urge” to stop after watching your (and others mentioned videos), but you’re in my eyes the most genuine guy that does affiliate and gamble videos. Always will be a fan, appreciate it a d respect you for this.

    Thank you.

    Hope to one day get a good nice win on chili as I’ve never hit nothing good on it but have spent so much money on it!… don’t worry, my gambling is extremely controlled now, as I’m changing my life for the better guys.

    Thank you for reading 🙂 sorry for babbling on hope some of it makes sense lol

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