Must feel good to finally get it out mate, it’s the first step, congrats on using Gambian and gamstop it’s the best thing if you are starting to lose control, we have all been there but you come out the other side much better if you take that initial step, hopefully you haven’t gotten the payday loans and started to sell your stuff to start funding it, it is a horrible disease if it gets you, some people can take gambling for what it is but I’m a bit like you, I’m 32 and been in some dark places through gambling, it becomes all you know, you lose friends, confidence, self love and sometimes the will to live, well done on doing something about it, the dark places will stop and you can live with a smile, good luck