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This was me last mth major fecked up it’s been so difficult but I’m almost at the end of tunnel now . I banned myself from all with gamban and hubbie has taken control of my cards ready for when I get paid Thurs x big hugs
Cheers mate , partners been amazing really obviously he was extremely angry and upset in the begining as I’d spent everything we have which I’m extremely sorry for . But he has offered to come with me to get some help and although we struggling right now hopefully we will get through this
Cheers mate x mad how enjoying a game of bingo every blue moon suddenly turned to this . Don’t get me wrong I feel relieved I have done the gamban and also ordered new card and didn’t open it hubbies took control for now so I know I won’t be feeling like this again but it’s hard dealing with the guilt . My kids just gone back to school and should be kitted out in all new uniform but no I was selfish !!!
Wow struggling really bad at min the sheer guilt of hurting my family is killing me !! Gambling isn’t big or clever need a bloody miracle right now
Awe I know thanks I got myself into this rut an somehow I’ll get myself back out xx actually feeling a tiny bit better knowing I’ve now blocked the online an think the lady at gamcare said most of the main casinos are on the gamban lists . I’d never go into a bookies or arcade so I just got to ride out this mth an let it be a huge learning curve
What a day so emotional and worn down right now tried to be honest with landlord turns out he’s isn’t very sympathetic an understanding at all . Taken my laptop to sell but as the battery doesn’t hold charge when not plugged in it’s useless basically an not eaten in 2 days !!! How did I not think about the consequences before getting here ???? How absolutely pathetic am I . Why didn’t I stop even when I only had £100- left so at least I had gas an electric that would last ??? Hate myself big time why did I not think about the reality ??? What have I done !!!
Ty for all your help spoke to partner he’s obviously angry an upset and I can’t blame him. He has said he will for the minute take control of the finances and he will contact housing tomorrow to see if we can get any extension . Thought I could get a reel king top should have never tried I’ve seen bandit lose heaps doing it major lesson learned
Cheers he knows I’ve always gambled mainly was bingo sites but then more recently slots . Terrified of his reaction when I tell him tbh
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