DONT TAKE THE LOAN FFS YOU WILL REGRET IT some how im holding things together but im in life changing debt because of the gambling vids before this i only done small stake poker fuck me wish i never found online slots this is all going to have to stop or there will be no way out im even itching to stick another grand in now but fighting it gl m8
hang in there bud most of what you have said i could of said about my self i mayb sleep few hours a day most of that is 2 hrs in the afternoon and mayb couple hours early morning drives my gf mental but its either im up or laying there awake doing fuck all only advice is find a hobby your good at and make it a business
iv had the shittest run on slots tonight £480 in not playing huge stakes one bonus that got voided so im £250 in on liverpool to win returns £865 ish if this wins tiny profit for the night if not o well casino profits anyway be very happy if it wins tho lol tbh i dont bet on footy much iv had some real near misses on big wins but always alot more nerve racking then say putting £250 on baccarat and loosing dno why
i felt bad watching that down £320 tonight had a few to drink sites gone all screwy i was on rizk so gunna leave it for a few days i was up to £1800 that £480 in tonight felt terrible should have £160 to come back through malfunctions atleast so im saying £320 funny thing is when i have the cash i cant think of anything i want to buy when im skint i can think of 1001 thing lol i was the same tho when i lost alot id turn into the hulk and just start smashing things up glad to say its been a while since iv done that now i lick my wounds have a few beers and chill out awaiting the next battle with online lol
hmm im really not sure what id do to be honest they have preyed on the poor and addicts for so long they prob didnt even realise to be honest closest moral dilema to this iv had is a was fishing one day the bailiff come round to collect his fee for fishing a old boy he went off i carried on and see a plastic wallet on the grass he had left with it with about 4 grand in 20s he must of been off to the bank after this me and my misses was struggling for money aswell so it did cross my mind to up n leave but i picked it up it had tickets a pencil and just a insane amount of notes in he was at the other end of the complex by now so i picked it up took it round to him and said excuse me you left this he looked at me took it and just grunted and walked off after that i honestly wish i took it ungrateful twat.
thats true white rabbit i had bit of a session on that and i actually done ok nothing great but no great loss overall that fat santa seems to be a huge con aswell with it very rarely giving a winning bought bonus and if it does not normally much over 80x but normally give you 20x
moneys all relative to whoes spending it a loss always feels terrible iv put my self in some real shit situations that i shouldnt have and also won alot on casinos only to be fucked about with verification and lost the lot it was my fault i didnt have the patience but dirty sly trick by two big name casinos somewhere new now had a nice run cashed out £1530 locked the withdrawals if id have lost this would of been in shit basically learn by ya mistakes lock the withdrawal and think carefully if i loose this money will it matter that much? and if its a yes TAKE IT!! you can always chuck a few quid in later once you have the money in your account or even withdraw most of it if you still want a punt.
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