Hi Bandit
I have been watching your vids off and on for about a year now, I don’t normally comment, but today I have registered here a feel compelled to put something down.
Do not think for one moment I am being critical, I think what you have on here is pretty decent.
I am a bit older than you (without being patronising) and I know that I have lost more than you in my lifetime with my excessive gambling, I don’t just mean money, there is a wife and kids that went by the wayside.
Which brings me to my point; there comes a time when you look back and you reflect on the mad highs and lows of what we do. For me it actually effected my whole persona and shaped the atmosphere in my marital home.
A decent streak gave me the rush, conversely the loses bought on the moods and lies (I am sure other members on here can relate)
I now know in hindsight that I could have been a better dad/partner if I wasn’t constantly on the lookout for that elusive life changer, which never materialised by the way. My Mrs gave up in the end…80k a year job for me could have been 30k for all it was worth…all I’m saying mate is you have worked wonders getting yourself in this position, but you need to calm it down I think and just enjoy and appreciate what you have around you as opposed to the need you have to break the bank.
I’m sure you make enough with your peripheral income including the affiliate stuff
You can just tell me to do one if you want haha but it would be better for you and your overall piece of mind/long term mental wellbeing if you just reverted to normal 2 quid slot play and cash in your chips whilst your ahead
I just don’t want you to have any regrets in 10 years time