I’m an University student, it was Bandit who introduced me to slots. I play on low stakes, do not deposit more than 10-20euros a time but whenever I lose my first deposit reloading begins. Since I’m studying I don’t really have money to spare for slots, I always believe I’ll win a decent amount but somehow it never happens. Couple of days ago I checked my bank statement of 2018 – 4k euros deposited to various casino’s, 1k withdrawn but also lost(my whole income was only 6k!) . I decided not to gamble because it seems I’m really fuckin unlucky and can’t stop playing until my bank balance is 0:( however after a couple of days completely randomly I visited a casino webpage and lost the money I had. I’m not sure if I’ll be capable to control my gambling addiction in the future. Gamban doesn’t work, I live in a dorm and it blocks my internet connection. Service that excludes you from basically all casinos is only for UK residents. I can’t even ask for help from my family since we’ve always struggled for money and if they knew how much I have lost, they would go crazy and I’m already in debt about 500.. I enjoyed slots for more than a year but it has to stop, does anyone have an idea how to quit it?
P.s. sorry for mistakes and maybe not completely understandable story, English is not my native language