So sorry to hear this mate. I can only imagine what you’re going through.
I know it’s not the same but I found my grandad passed away on New Years Day 2012 whilst taking him a daily newspaper.
He was 83 and tone deaf. As he was deaf he got most of his enjoyment out of his sight and you’ve guessed it, it was slots that he really got a kick out of.
He spent his final 50 grand on slots and I’m glad he did rather than leaving it in a will. At least he got to enjoy what he had earned through life in his final months.
Not quite the same but you see where I’m coming from mate. Take care bud.