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[Mr Mrsukcuppa WANTED $0 Outlaw]

Not sure this is the best place for this but to address your video. I think it shows how honest your are and I for one relate and would like to share something in the hopes that my mistake could help some else.

with christmas not so far away I thought I would put £500 { pot was 2k and thats all i have for december } so I thought I would do some chilli buys at £100 lost all 5. Now I should of stopped but the gambler in me thought it has to give me a bonus { I know crazy right} so re deposit £500 and i contiue and lost the next. not once landing on 16 spin.

so now i am really kicking myself and thinking I’ve ruined chrismas for my kids n husband. Sadly Instead of keepping grand I actually put the rest into chilli and was buying at £200 a pop. I am now praying to god and really hoping my luck turns round.

all 5 buys  either lost on the first but always on the next. so I never once got 16

 

I then spent 4 hours walking around in my town crying and wondering what the hell have I done. Not just to myself but my family as well.

That feeling of letting people down sent me into a very dark place. Instead of telling someone , I thought it was a good idea to take my own life. I actually jumped from a bridge , breaking both legs and having a fratured skill. This is being wrote from the hospital now. Iam truly grateful for the help I am getting from doctors and nurses. Whom have all not judged me for being a massive plonker.

When i first came round i was faced with my husband. Whom i did tell about losing all our chrimas money on line. His words where as much as we could of had a great christmas. If it was a choice of 2k or you. I think both of us would rather you than money.

he then proceed to say he loves me and said we will just get by however we can and not to worry what has happened as the important thing is we can still be a family.

 

I’m sharing this with you as I want to highlight the dark side of gambling. Just don’t think your alone, theres many services you can call and ban yourself if needed. Bandit even has them on here for free for 1 or 2 months. If anything like this should happen to you please dont let it consume you and try to talk about it with friends or family. Even come to the fourm and vent about it as people on here are amazing and who knows what its like to feel the way. backinamo users do as its a  room full of gamblers.

besides the guilt of my kids christmas which for now I cant forgive myself just yet. I am here and alive and once I’m healed i with give them another chistmas sometime next year as a way to say i’m sorry.

 

I hope this helps just 1 person

 

Thanks for reading and bandit thankyou for all the gam ban stuuf as i will be using it.

play to your limits folks and never gamble with money you cant afford as you could end up like me and I would not wish that on anyone!!!!!

 

stay lucky all xx

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