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mattowl1867 wrote:

This!

 

One screen: collect every win and scroll

 

Second screen: hit every single gamble

 

See what comes out on top over a session? Think of the thousands that have ‘donked’ on the road to hitting the top! Phwoooarrr

Now thats an idea, id change the collect every win to collect whenever he says i really should collect or collect a reasonable amount ie 3 or 4 steps on ladder.

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DrSnow wrote:

Mate, look, like me I think you’ve been seriously depressed for a long time and not really know about it – the only solace is clicking that button – heck, I bet you don’t even get that much of a buzz from a 500x and you probably get in the pattern of getting in a hole, escaping that hole, getting back into the hole and so on an so forth.  If I may, I shall give you some advice, I’m three and a half years from my wife chucking me out.

1.  Streamers – Personally sometimes I find them really triggering and they make me want to play, so other than the Bandit (I love the content but honestly can’t relate to £40 spins and gambling 20K on a press) so unsub from all the streamers.

2.  Exercise, I’ve become a fat C**t during my years of self isolation and as a result my self esteem (which was already pretty crap) was almost a rock bottom.  I’m running and walking 4 times a week and getting out into the countryside – it’s really helped my soul at lot – it’s helped me to appreciate life again.

3.  Kids – Thank christ but me and my son are best friends now and you can do the same, as soon as your depression starts to life you can start being that little less selfish.  Chuck a bag of water and some snacks in a bad and take them for a walk down the river, it really is that simple to start.

4.  Your soul.  I’ve mentioned it a few times and I’m probably repeating myself but I’ve realised that feeding your self with positive and practical things really can help, as soon as lockdown is properly over I’m taking a tent and going camping, I’m loving the thought of a long walk, steak cooked over an open fire and a pint of wine, ha ha.

5.  Honesty with your partner – It’s a tough call, if she loves you and you’re honest and you can show her what you’ve done and are doing to change then it could work but I understand why you wouldn’t, it’s frightening.

 

 

Great advice, and noted. Camping sounds a great idea. Definitely will be food for thought that. Pack up get the bus ( good old reliable audi has shit thrown her final fit lol) jump out somewhere in the middle of nowhere and find a place to pitch. Im from Ireland, spoilt for choice with scenery here luckily ?

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Thats the one thing i havent the balls to do mattowl mate, i cant tell the wife. It would mean i would loose the last thing i have, the family. In all honesty but, i should and so should you but for me it would be game over. Ill struggle on myself as long as i can and if i do manage to turn things around i.e clear my debt etc i will tell her further down the line but thats the wrong thing to do. If i can give you one bit of advice even though i am doing the opposite its be honest with your partner i dont know your current situation with them. Drsnow thats the plan mate, get my life back on track, be the person i really want to be and need to be. It could take months years but yesterday was a start, it will be a long painful hill but theres a goal at the top. The goal, instead of clicking deposit/spin its cuddles smiles love affection. It was hard, very hard to post op but made alot easier by hiding behind rc2020.

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And thats exactly why ive posted it, i can hide behind a username where people dont know me personally its 100% easier to post be open and honest and there is people to talk when its good bad or ugly.

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Thanks for reply guys, soon as i hit that post button i felt a bit of relief. Feels good to talk, we need to talk more. And thanks for offering to be there for a chat. In time i hope i can be there for sombody else to talk about the ups and downs and just maybe help them through to the otherside. I will be filling my time until back at work with the family, few long overdue movie nights and pizza. From then on ill be balls deep in conspiracy theorys ( love a good listen to them) and patiently waiting on the bandits next video. Although some may say you shouldn’t watch slot videos when going off it, i cant gamble now so. If i continue to watch them and still get the itch ill maybe think about stopping. Ive self excluded for a year i think. Next will be to contact the bank to block gambling transactions as we all know there will be casinos out there where you can slide past gamstop. If any of you guys could correct me id be greatful, is it stepchange that help you with your finances i.e put debt into one payment etc ( not in serious debt around £2000) would like it all into the one instead of direct debts coming in all corners lol. Hopefully with the extra cash that will be built up over the next coming months it will be sat aside for a hoilday/ ew car next year. But the ultimate goal sack the debt the hoilday its about being the man the father i want to be, and without the gambling i can be that anything that comes along with that is an extra bonus ?

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Stubbornness is the downfall of the balance alot of the Times lol

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Primal has been playing terrible for me lately to be honest, that rick & morty clean shafted me lol. Loving the new gorilla gold one had a couple of decent not massive but decent hits on it. Got the gold spins on £1 total bet paid too just over £280 quid next time got it on £3 total stake paid £60 odd lol. The rick and morty one just fucked me off big time lol, was just being stubborn towards the end upped the stake i knew of it had landed ir probably would have been around 10 20x lol

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That my friend is wrong. This virus is manipulated. If you do enough research instead of listening to the news you will get your eyes opened big time. Ill leave with 1 pointer to go on. A virus can have a patent on it, but only if the virus is altered ie man made ( not in its original form) this can only have a patent on it for vaccine purposes. Now a patent was suspiciously only granted in November 2019. This is just many reason have a look and get back to me.

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