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I’ve not Gambanned but I’ve not played for a while after literally wanting to punch my screen, punching the desk, bruising my hand and wondering, “Why the fuck am I hurting myself over a Fat Fucking Reactoonz head?”.

I’ve also given up playing Fifa because of the dreaded Fifa rage. That game is on par with a bad slots run for me. I could feel a controller about to go through the TV screen lol.

I’ve got Netflix, Prime and a host of unwatched films. I’ve made a list of ones I want to watch and am constantly adding/ticking them off as I go along.

I’ve started reading so much more. Rather than slot at 9pm onwards, I’ll go to bed and read a book for 90 minutes – 2 hours. So many good books out there if you like good stories. I’ve set myself a goal of finishing all my unread books in 2019. That’s about 20 I think. Halfway through the first one already! Find something you like be it stories or autobiographies. Auto’s are good because you learn that everyone makes mistakes and you can still come out of it.

I play football on Wednesday nights which is good fun. I’ve got a goal of losing a stone by my Birthday in April. The beer gut is slowly coming out and needs to be put away again. Cold running incoming.

So in essence, get some goals of things you want to do or accomplish! Can be as simple as getting a colouring book and doodling away in front of the TV.

[robthemonk12 WANTED $15 Outlaw]

Haha, yep! I’ve literally done it this month with Casumo and Videoslots (5 years each). Have now returned with a fresh mindset to Matched Betting and low risk Casino offers. Nothing else. It was either that or my fist was going through my screen.

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Well, hello again. I decided to have another little dabble. I’m now locking accounts lol. I’ve just been utterly fisted by Primal. 25 spin bonus (took 645 spins to get) with utterly crazy potential. Only on 40p stake. It paid £6.20.

Reactoonz maybe can save me? Nope – and to take the piss even more it was giving me 6 random wilds and not connecting any of them lol.

I went to Goonies and then had 17 teases before going bust.

I’ve just self excluded my main accounts for 5 years. Talk about getting majorly triggered haha!

All the best everyone!

[robthemonk12 WANTED $15 Outlaw]

Just keep going one day at a time mate. Just something as simple as going for a walk can be great for you – clears your head. And 23 is young still. I never went abroad until I was 26! Also, writing stuff down somewhere like this I find is really, really good. You have supportive people who may of been through similar. All the best.

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